Pregnant - Confused/Depressed/Obsessed?? Help

[BabyDreamin88]

Hello - well i've posted a few questions on here and had lots of advice of not ladies. So maybe you can help me again. I dont no if am pregnant again or its just wishfull thinkin. I lost my baby 16june and had a d&c 7july. Recieved my 1st af 19july on got my BFP on my opk on 7aug. Am showin no signs of af comin (least i dont think so, sorta forgot what period pains are like). My af is due sunday. I have had few pains in my lower abdomen,not bad pains,bearable. My cm a few days ago was white and clumpy, then had 2days of hardly any. Now its white and creamy. My breasts aren't sore which i usually expect during this time in my cycle. Am feelin very confused at the moment and feel if my af does come its goin to kill me inside. At times i feel dizzy if i stand to quick. My cervic position feels low and soft but to me it always appears low. Any thoughts or advice would be greatly appreciated. Thankyou. X

[chrissymakeup]

im very confused and not sure what to expect. my mw told me on tuesday my levels werent doubleing and there was an issue w the ultrasound  at 6 weeks there was not heartbeat and no baby yet showing up! now being 8 weeks waiting for this miscarriage to happen i have no clue what to expect! ive had 2babys naturaly with no drugs.....  how long should i wait before it becomes a risk to my health?    

[BabyDreamin88]

No i haven't taken a test.. Am too scared lol. Think I'll wait to see if my af has come.. My body went back to normal straight away. I got my af exactly on time and i ov'd exactly on time too. (I have ov'd twice since the loss, and both have been exactly on time) am confused as to the pains i feel. Feels abit like my stomach is achin or is too heavy. Also my cm is very strange :( my cervic always seems low too. Xx

[ArmyPrincess819]

I'm sorry for your loss. Have you taken a hpt? It's hard to say if your pg or your body is getting back to normal again. You could have always have your blood checked too. I wish I could be more help! Good luck and keep me posted!

AP