Thanks for the responses everyone.
I have had irregular periods for a while now, my fiancee and I have been ttc for about 14 months. I miscarried twins late last year in first trimester. I don't have any children. I'm healthy and within my BMI. I do ballet & hip hop 2x a week and ride casually.
I still have preg symptoms though I don't know if I believe they are real or in my head. I convinced myself that I wasn't preg then late last night I had to get out of the bed and go to the bathroom because I thought I'd be sick. I ended up having to eat something to feel better. I have this dizzy weird feeling.. like I don't feel myself. I'm just going to try and stop analysing everything and just try and live my live with my beautiful man. Who knows what the future will hold?!
I thought I knew my body. I learned the hard way the past 4 yrs. I have had 6 m/cs my 1st one I was young 20 and I was on the pill the 2nd one I was 14 wks pg with my middle daughter and for the past 4 yrs I have had so many failed attempts at getting pg I had my 3rd m/c late term 4yrs ago and then 3 this yr. I do not know my body anymore. I got frustrated and annoyed and felt like an iddiott day after day buying hpts I finally started going to a different pharmacy so they wouldn't think I was crazy. It hurts it really does. I didn't use opks I bdd everday until it was time to test. My last m/c was in sept and I was scared even though I got my period that maybe my ovulation would be off so I just bdd everyday. What works for me may not work for you. There are alot of factors to take into consideration like age and lifestyle etc. How long have you been ttc and do you have any other kids? Have you talked to your dr what does he or she say? Don't lose hope hang in there. At some point it will get easier. Best wishes to you.
Hugs,
AP
Ever since my last m/c i have been having extremely exaggerated PMS symptoms. My boobs are sore way early in my cycle, I have cramping way before AF, my face hasn't stopped breaking out for 3 months, my moods are out of control and the week before AF I have to put on my nursing bra, my bb's enlarge so much. I havenever felt more like I am pg than I have before these past few cycles. I hope it straightens out soon, or I'm going to go crazy! I hope you get your real BFP soon.
I just read your mood, don't feel stupid. I just recently thought that I was pg, af was 8 days late and I had no signs of it showing, well yesterday afternoon there she was! I was so mad and sad at the same time I really thought this was going to be it for me. I'm 41 and i'm still trying to get to know my body and just when I think I do it changes. I wish you the best and hope you get your BFP soon.
Lori
I just read your post on the welcome thread. So many of us understand how you feel. When I was pregnant so was both of my best friends....So when I lost my baby I still had to watch them and support them through the rest of their pregnancy and births....and beyond.
Have your cycles been normal lately? It might be too early to test. I have been pregnant four times and since my m/c can't seem to tell the difference between AF and BFP signs...So don't feel bad about that. You will be in my thoughts and prayers....I hope you get your BFP soon. *hugs*