I finally feel a sense of hope with regard to this disease.
Until April 2010, all of my relapses resolved completely. That was the year that I lost a lot of my left arm's strength and coordination. It flops, and jerks (you should have seem me trying to hold a the small plastic cups w/ ice, that the airlines give you- I kept throwing ice and diet cola everywhere-now my husband finally "gets it" LOL! It made the flight interesting...). Then in June 2011, when my entire left side became involved- I lost my ability to lift my left leg, and my left foot dropped/dragged too. I thought it was improving in January- but I also had a sinus infection (and two rounds of antibiotics). About a week ago, I realized I could lift my leg. I was cautiously excited- but waited to share it until I was sure. So now, I am confident that this particular relapse is over, and at least some healing has taken place. It still drags when I am hot/sick-etc, but it returns to normal shortly after the irritation is removed.
I am so relieved! I know there are probably future probably holds more attacks. They will either resolve or they won't, and it's ok. We have to take care of ourselves, and sometimes we will need help... But it's ok. My doctor thinks I am already in the progressive phase of this disease, but I am still experiencing remission too I still have CRPS in my right foot, and I still have all the parastesias-etc, but it's ok. I feel more like "me" than I have in quite some time.
I hope no one takes offense to my feelings. My only intention is to share...
<3 Tammy