Im completely losing it, as always. I have a sensory disorder, it makes all forms of physical contact extremely painful but..its so much worse in the winter. just being cold triggers it, everywhere. This is no minor pain, this is pain enough to cause significant, long term anxiety. Im so terrified of it.
Its not the wind, or the snow, or anything. its the cold itself that hurts me so much. it may as well be made of ice shards. This happens every single year, and its no coincidence that all of my worst mental conditions become prominent. Its just so painful and so frightening. Ive been sitting here for hours trying to get the strength to walk half a block away.
This pain is...so awful. and I dont know what to do to stop it. Im not agoraphobic, this happens every year and fades when the cold weather does. it just is so destructive to me mentally, and I seriously need help, if anyone knows anything?