I have been on pain meds since 2008, Percocet 5/325. I suffer from arthritis as well as DDD in my lower back, affecting my L4, L5 and S1. I was able to get by with 1-2 pills per day until 6 years ago when I had a complete hysterectomy. I am not sure what happened during that surgery but it changed everything. My back pain intensified and I got to the point that I could barely pick up my feet enough in the morning to slide on slippers. I would sit on the toilet for at least 20 minutes because I was not able to get back up. I would take 2 Percocet in the morning and would be able to somewhat function for a while but I had no life. My days consisted of trying to find comfort. I could only sit so long, I could only stand for so long. I stopped going places because the pain was unbearable at times. Nights were the worst, the pain was awful when I laid down and sleep was scarce because the pain was so bad. I even went and purchased a new quite pricy bed that was supposed to help with back paid to no avail. I listened to everything the doctor told me. I went to physical therapy, I went to pain management, I had injections and even had the nerves cauterized in my lower back. After all of this I was still on Percocet with some relief. I was required to sign a narcotics agreement with my doctor and had to come in twice a year for chronic pain appointments which included drug tests. This on top of my normal annual physical. During one of my appointments my doctor and I discussed my quality of life and the fact that I had gained weight since my pain had become so much worse. I let her know that I would love to be more active but the pain would not allow me. She upped my meds to 4 Percocet a day and this changed everything. I was able to work, able to take short walks and become an active member of my life again. I felt like I was in control and was also able to lose about 50 pounds which unfortunately did not help my pain level but I have felt better now than I have in years.
I received a letter from my doctor a month ago saying that she was leaving the practice and that a new doctor would be taking over her patients. I immediately sent her an email with my concerns about my current pain med routine and a new doctor to which she assured me everything would be fine. Today I called in for my refill and received a call back with a referral to pain management. I told them that there must be some mistake since I have already been through pain management and they told me that this doctor would not be continuing my current regimen. This is without meeting with me or discussing anything with me. In the 9 years that I have been taking Percocet, I have never called for an early refill, never taken more than I was prescribed, never "lost" or had a script stolen. I have never done a thing to abuse my meds. I am finally to a place where I have my life back and now this doctor that knows nothing about me is saying that narcotics are not the correct treatment for me. I have tried everything else that they have asked me to and this is the only relief I have ever gotten. I am so scared of having the full force of my pain back and also of losing the life I have only recently gotten back. I am at such a loss right now. Any suggestions or help would be much appreciated.