I have multiple pain issues as well as health problems , for 1 I have chronic hep c including cirosiss, also have advanced emphysema , chronic pancreatittus , divorticulitus, and am in pain constantly ..... I have found it very hard to find a dr. in my area who will treat me at all due to my multiple problems they seem overwhelmed or maybe they just dont want to work that hard?....the latter is very dis-heartning......but true I see a dr. at the cleveland clinic about my cirsosis and pancreas problems but it just seem like I am getting anywhere they are treating my pain with oxy-caps right now but want me to go in to a long-term pain-rehab ... with a multi-stage approach to treatment including but not limted to bio- feed back , ot , and rt . rather than a 12 step program due to my conditions problem is I am not getting any relief with my meds , and the prospect of that program must wait till they have a opening in the upcoming months , I did have a dr who was treating me with oxy and vicodin and zanax and he did a urine screen and found that I was smoking pot to combat my nausea and released me as his patient and instantly cut me off all meds , sure I have been more than a little dependet on these drugs but I am not sure what else I can do my life is consumed by pain and I feal like I want to die sooner rather than later , but I am writing this in hopes of finding a alternitive to my problems can anyone offer hope or ideas of what or where to go from here ?.......my spelling is bad but my mind and heart are open. please help me if you can ........signed lost and hopeful