I have really mixed feelings today. I was really hopeful that I'd have some answers after my pm doc got me in with this Rheumy for "tests" that wasn't taking new patients. So I filled out the 7 page medical history, went in, talked to him, and he did what in my opinion was a very quick physical exam. He looked at my hands, legs and back for maybe 10 minutes. No X-rays, no blood-work. Nothing.
He told me to get dressed and came back in and told me that he saw no evidence of arthritis and thinks I have Fibro. OK. I have a few of the pressure points that are required for a diagnosis, but only on the left side where my shoulder comes in and out of the joint all the time. I asked him why I had to have a cervical fusion at age 20 (torn disc...no accident) and why my shoulder is all torn up for no apperent reason and he said he didn't know. I asked him why my fingers get stuck and unresponsive during procedures at work and he said that maybe I'm having spasms in my hands. I asked him why I can pop my back by just bending backwards and why it sounds like potato chips 20x a day when I use my back roller and he said he didn't know. He said I "was on all the right medications" and told me to try acupuncture.
That was it.
So....I'm glad I "don't seem to have arthritis", but I'm still not sold on that. I have Ulcerative colitis, and I had Pre-eclampsia, both are auto-immune disorders. I really really think that there is some sort of auto-immune process going on in my body that is causing my joints/discs to damage more easily then they should and it's very frusterating to me that I can't seem to find a doctor who is willing to look into this further. My PM was pretty curious about these things and that's why he sent me to this guy. But I think that as soon as docs read "PTSD and Depression" on my medical history and then read widespread pain, it's just to easy to call it Fibro and tell me to have a nice day. Even the Orthopedic doctor that recently saw me for my shoulder asked me if I had had Lupus and RA tests and when I told her that I had and that they were negative said I shouldn't give up on looking into that because "there are a lot of auto-immune processes out there that we don't understand yet." I just wish I had the money to keep going to doctors, unfortunately I'm tapped out for now. :(
I DID ask him for his opinion on the Suboxone treatment option that the PM doc told me to consider. He was very suprised about that. He asked me how many Vicodin I was taking a day and I told him 2 7.5mg's to which he replied, "that's nothing." I said, "I KNOW!" Now, that's not really taking care of my pain all of the time and I would like to have better pain coverage, but I don't really think I need much more then that. He agreed with me that it would be quite a jump in medication to go to the Suboxone at this point. I've been researching it a lot and have yet to find anyone that has gone to this sort of tx for pm with the small amount of opiates I am currently taking. He did ask me that our conversation be "off the record", as he respects my pm and didn't want him to know he was going against his recommendation. I can respect that and thanked him for his opinion. I assured him that my pm doc asked me to research it and that this was only a part of my research. It was nice to get a medical opinion on it.
Anyhow, thanks again for such a wonderful place to vent. I don't at all mean to undermind Fibromyalgia and know that there are some that suffer from it greatly. I just wonder how often people are misdiagnosed with it because docs don't want to dig deeper. For now I will go with it and keep doing my homework. :)