Hi vickyt,
Welcome to the Pain Management Forum. I am sorry to hear about your painful knees.
I am not certain if you have a question or if you are just venting. If you could provide more information we will do our best to offer our suggestions and opinions. You always have our support.
Peace,
~Tuck
Hi Vicky: Have you been to a doctor? It sounds like you've damaged your knees and I'd recommend that you see an orthopedic surgeon. Good Luck.