Well, as most of you may know, I was in a bad motorcycle accident a couple of months ago and have multiple breaks, rods, pins etc. etc. etc. Anywho, I also have Rheumatoid Arthritis and Osteo Arthritis. I have been diagnosed with R.A. for quite a few years now. Well, my usual items for my R.A. flare ups are to many to mentioin but, they include prednisone (steroids). A couple of years ago I was having back to back flare ups and my doc started me on a 45 pack of prednisone, I started out really high and then tapered down. I had taken predisone for quite awhile - ever since being diagnosed with my R.A. Well, I don't know what happened but, after the 45 day pack of prednisone we, meaning me and doc, found out that I had thinning of the bones (osteo) and he came to the conclusion that this was from years of taking high doses of prednisone.
Well, back to my original story. Because of my accident and all my breaks I cannot take my R.A. meds cause they hinder or slow the healing process and I really need to heal right now. I am having a slow time healing due to the osteo. Well, I am having a really bad flare up from my R.A. It came on about 9 days ago, I am having back to back flare ups. I cannot take my prednisone yet, I wished I could cause it is the only anti-inflamatory that helps with my swelling during my flare ups.
I have been through this before, too many times to mention but, this time it just seems really bad. I am having all the symptoms as usual but, they really seem like they are extremely bad - alot more so than usual. I am having alot of swelling, tenderness, pain, redness, nodules, stiffness, fatigue and overall YUCK! Add all of this on top of my ouchies from my accident and that is the YUCK.
I am so tired of all of this stuff that I am going through. I cannot get into a tub yet cause I still have to wear my TLSO brace, I am having a hard time walking still and, my butt cheeks are hurting me (earlier post). I am having a personal breakdown. I am really tired of this already, when is it gonna end. My flare up is really bad tonight. Even though I am so sleepy I could just fall out of my wheelchair and go to sleep on the floor, I can't sleep because of the uncomfy feelings. I just need to vent and need someone to talk to right now. I did place a phone call into a couple of my docs to get their thoughts on what I should do. My rheumatoid doc can't get me in until next tuesday. I am tired, sick and tired of all of this. It just seems like I can't catch a break. My pain pills arn't helping me with this pain of mine. I am still having my ouchies from my broken bones but, this type of pain from my R.A. out shadows the pain from the accident injuries. I am freaking out basically. I havn't taken more pain meds and don't plan on it cause it is like wasting them cause they are not working on the pain. What to do??? I am tired of this, I need help in more ways than one.
So, after all of that information - tell me what you think, anything at this point will help, even a good joke or recipe. Everyone in my family has been super supportive of everything but, I feel like I am draining them. HELP
Lillian