hello everyone,
my name is Samantha, and I am 24, my husband is currently deployed and I am dealing with an issue that I am screaming on the inside and not knowing how to get help on the outside, since freshman year of high school back in 1999-2000, I have been taking tylenol pm every night to sleep, I am now up to taking 23-29 tylenol PMS every night, and i cant stop, and do not have the will to go and admit it, I am currently home in New England with my family while my Jimmy is deployed, I am having sever back pain 24/7, I have trouble breathing at ngiht, and even worse in the morning, where i am weezing and i itch all over all the time , sever migraines, upset stomachs, and puking, i can never get color in my face, and i am and always look tired, i recently have been having sever vision issues, where things are never clear, when i do sleep, i sleep for up to 14 hours a day, the pain in my back is SEVER and I FEEL LIKE SOMEONES PINCHING ME WITH NEEDLES AND STABBING ME WITH KNIVES....but my parents do not allow me to be sick when I come home while my husband is deployed, my parents are in their middle 60's and I am their youngest child, ad im not aloud to screw up....can someone please help me.......