I just found out a couple days ago that I am 12 weeks pregnant.
Before I found out I was drinking, maybe drank 8 or 10 times before I found out. I was also abusing adderall, maybe 5-7 times but in very large amounts. I've obviously been taking medicine that isn't safe for the pregnancy (ibuprofen for example) and no prenatals. I also did cocaine once, small amount. I've bleached my hair a couple times. I've lost close to ten pounds over the past 12 weeks because I haven't been in the right position to be eating well and regularly.
I'm extrememly worried that my baby is already damaged in some way because of the stupid things I did before I found out. I need any and all advice about if you think my baby is harmed and how badly that would be. I will be scheduling a appointment with a ob soon, just please help I am so worried.