I am 10 weeks pregnant, It's not been easy, I have miscarried 3 times in a row and have been cramping and bleeding through this pregnancy with severe anxiety and panic attacks, so far everything has stayed intact and their still a heartbeat. I suffered post-natal depression (which got so bad it got to thinking about suicide) with my 8 year old and was on seroxat for 18 months. Luckily I got the help when I needed it and came through it. I've had low moods and weepy days like everyone else over the last 5 years, but not depression. In the last few weeks with this pregnancy I am crying most of the day and cannot stop, not even in front of my little girl. I tell her mummy's not feeling well. I feel guilty for this,I want this baby so badly. I am not sleeping, hardly eating due to nausea. I don't want to go out the house, answer the door or telephone. I just lie on the sofa crying. I am so scared, I don't think I have the strength to go through this again. I pray to God to help. I was wondering if the hormone changes going on can cause this? I don't want to feel like this! Does anyone know or been through this? Please help