I wanted a natural birth too but with both my first two it was not meant to be. But I have zero time to even think about that now. Too busy with my boys and preparing for a 3rd. Congrats new mommy!
Congratulations on your little one's arrival. I too had an emergency c section, and trust me, those feelings go away. You are just grateful they are here and ok. Congrats again, and wishing you all the best!