bi poler and terrified

[Boeboe]

Well I have 19 days ledt till due date but having my cs tomorrow morning.... I wanted to do it all natural but unfortunately my lil angel is a bit big ... last weigh was 3.25kg and that was almost 2 weeks ago... so im terrified about the cs... I know all will go well but I did not plan for this.... I cant wait to see and hold my lil baby girl... and im bi poler and they say I might not want my baby near me so that scares me too.... is there any other moms thats also bi poler and had a gr8 experience with their new baby's? The dr said I might stay more than 3 days just to make sure im not a danger to myself or the baby..... feeling sad about all this but still excited

[kelsobliss]

My best friend has BPD and is an amazing mom. She has three daughters and has been off and on meds for years throughout her pregnancies and through parenting.
I don't know how things will be for you but I hope you and the baby feel safe and at ease together. As scary or tough as it may be, my only advice is to be very honest about how you are feeling. Even if you are afraid of what your honesty may mean.

[jmillis]

I have big polar this is my third baby and I have never had a problem in facti wouldn't let them takemu daughter to the nirsury period. This baby is going to have to spend a brief time in nicu and that is whatmakes me the most nervous