Ughh I'm over trying to have decent spelling using this phone. Congratulations on your baby :)
I was induced twice with both of my kuds, I never felt inadequate. Maybe you have some underlying isdues and need to seek a professional. Everyone needs to educate themselves on childbirth among other things.
I haven't heard of that, but having already had a csection, I would do it again. I wasn't really induced, I took castor oil and went into labor like 8-9 hours later. I was in labor from 7am until 7:45pm when they took me for a csection and I had to be put to sleep for the csection.
Not sure what happened with you, but Congrats on the baby boy.