do i have the right to fear?

[pregwith5th786]

Found our recently I'm expecting. Really excited to b pregnant.I'm just over 4 weeks. Last time this year I was around 8 weeks n expecting a bby girl after my 2 boys.
Sadly I lost her:( :( my angels heartbeat stopped at 38 weeks she was stillborn, delivered her on 9th august. I'm constantly thinking about her n crying for her.
Do I have the right to fear of losing this baby or always crying about it?. Dont know how to avoid thinking about all the negative thoughts I have in my mind.sorry tmi

I'm in tears writing this Dont know if its made sense or not.

[bump2015]

Of course you have the right to be sad for your lost daughter. And to be afraid of this pregnancy too.
Your doctors will be keeping an extra close watch on you  this time to try to avoid any other complications. Tell them how you feel, maybe even see a psychiatrist to help you through.
Good luck to you and your family, and this little miracle too.

[margueritebrayden]

You have a valid reason for fearing for this child.. There was nothing you could have done differently.. I hooe this pregnancy goes so much better for you love..