So my boyfriend and I lost our virginity together a week ago. My periods are always irregular and I should be getting it in a week. We used protection but before he put the condom on (during foreplay) we were cuddling and his penis never got in my vagina (not that I remember or he can recall) it was above, near my stomach because I am much smaller than him. We didn't have much sex because it hurt me so he took the condom off, I laid on top of him and kissed him and then I performed oral on him. He came on my face and then we showered together. We hugged in the shower, and again I'm shorter than him so his penis was near my stomach.
He didn't have much precum (I couldn't really see any) and the last time he ejaculated was three days before we had intercourse. Obviously he peed in between those days so there shouldn't have been sperm in his precum. What do you guys think? I'm fifteen, I hate children and I don't think I am able to care for one.