11 weeks and freaking out!

[niki_beth]

So I officially hit 11 weeks yesterday!! YEA!!! But I am SOOOO freaked out now!! 11 weeks (and maybe a few days) was when I had the HUGE bleed with my DS (taken to the hospital via ambulance) I had a SCH (I also had one with DD 12 years ago)... I'm SO scared that its going to happen again I almost don't want to do anything... and to make matters worse we just moved out to BFE... so I'm no where near my family or friends or even my Dr. or Hospital! I have a Dr. appt and a scan scheduled for Tues... but I don't know if I can stay sane till then... UGH! Then... on top of everything else... they have scheduled my cerclage for a week from tomorrow... I'm really scared over that too... I really wish I could talk to my Dr. but she is on vacation until Tues...
Sorry for the rant ladies, I'm just so stressed and depressed and emotional right now... I just want to cry...
I really should be happy that this pg has gone so well this far... why is it that I am being SO negative right now??? I just can't get out of this funk today!

[stefanie1976]

Niki_beth - I totally hear you.  I too am freaked out all day long.  I clench my teeth so bad at night, that I wake up with MONSTEr headaches.  My sister gave me the best piece of advice the other day.  She said, "It took you such a long time to get pregnancy . . and who kjnows if you will have any more kids after this one . . . SO START ENJOYING THIS PREGNANCY AND STOP WORRYING SO MUCH . . it is going to fly by and you will wish you were able to experience your pregnancy all over again."

She is totally right.  I have been waiting for this all my life as I am sure most of us on this forum.  So it is time that we enjoy it.  Nothing is in our hands.  Whatever is to come . . will come.  Let's start enjoying all together.

[JourneyJoJo]

Lots of change in your life can do that.  Try your best to stay calm.  Do nice things for yourself -- take a bath, go for a walk, do yoga.  Try to stay in the here and now -- you ARE pregnant; celebrate it, stay strong and believe in it.