Stressful situ

[snowyaj]

I'm 33+2 and I've been put through hell since I was about 12 wks. Pregnancy wise everything has been fairly normal, but the hell has been from work and I have been off on suspension since.
A staff member, who only came on our rota a month before took exception to me and made allegations, which are just that... Allegations. No one else had any issues with my standard of care or attitude, however my work organisation took her views and decided to suspend me. For 2.5 months I was completely in the dark, unaware of what it was about. Then when I did find out I was knocked for six and expected to remember exact words and specific details. What had been passed on from this one person made me sound like a raving lunatic, however the supposed witness didn't even back it up. I've now discovered im being taken for disciplinary and ever since I've not slept properly, had raging headaches and panic attacks.
My main concern has been my unborn baby. I woke this morning at 4am and suffered more panic attacks. My hubby has been so supportive and i have a few people who have been so supportive, including work colleagues, but it doesn't really alleviate any of the stress involved and I just feel so out of sorts.
I'm not very good at being the person who needs to depend on people, but right now I just don't know what to do.