I've lost my extra heartbeat

[ToyaNewMum]

Don't listen to people telling you spotting and light bleeding is normal if it doesn't sit right with you.
I've been on and off spotting/light bleeding for over a week. 1st heartbeat was strong, so I calmed ny nerves (march 9-10). I saw my doc 12 or 13th of march, supposedly good. March 17th is my bad news, my baby is still in me with no heartbeat.
I through things across the e.r. room breaking down.
Now I have to wait and see if it passes through naturally. If not, I'll have to take a pill to flush out my uterus. If not that surgery is the last resort. Woke this morning hoping it's a bad dream and no blood when I wipe. No more October 24th 2015

[kf5110]

I know exactly  how u feel. I have had that experience before. I was 12 weeks along and went to my ultrasound and there was no heart beat. They forced me to wait almost  2 weeks then gave me the pills. I just mechanically went through  the steps and tried not to think about it. I'm now 8 weeks and am very scared that it will happen  again. I just want to let you  know that you are not alone. Best wishes for your future.

[ToyaNewMum]

Thank you all for the kind words minus the God talk

[ToyaNewMum]

I changed my mind, I really don't feel like talking to God. He's pissed with me and I'm pissed right back at him. Not to mention there is like 4 pregnant women at my job and 1 of them is a friend. Our due dates were both in October. BITTER, I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY TO GOD.

[Destynee2015]

Im sorry for your loss. It just means God has somethimg else planned for you as hard as it sounds. I cant imagine the pain ur feeling. Take care, will be praying. God bless

[ToyaNewMum]

I'll be paying for you as well.  Try to rest, it hurts so much.

[ToyaNewMum]

This my 2nd miscarriage. I'm extremely hurt by this. My 1st miscarriage I was 18 years old. I am now 31 year's old and losing hope. I was hoping this was a bad dream, but unfortunately it's my reality. There's many pregnant people around me and I'm extremely bitter.

[angel_rainbow]

Sorry for your loss.  I just found out Monday that I have had a missed miscarriage. This is my second loss and its heart breaking. :-(

[Expectingf1st]

I am so sorry.... you're in my thoughts and prayers

[alink87]

Sorry for your loss

[Allocate]

Oh no im so sorry :( you're in my thoughts