I understand completely. I dated someone for 5 years and now we're seeing other people and I'm 8 weeks pregnant. It's so hard because I miss him all the time, go with what your heart tells you to do! If after you have the baby you feel like it's meant to be id say do for it!
I am frustrated with my current relationship bc I told my boyfriend that I don't want to feel like a single mother but I do. I have bought everything. He has not helped with anything and there isn't anything left to buy. He drove a semi when I met him. I was ok with that but now he decided even tho he knows I dint want him to to drive over the road so he will be home only about once a month. Idk how he can be a part of hours only child's life seeing her once a month. But when I was texting with my ex I asked him if it ever happened that I was single again if he would feel different bc I have another child (he has 2 older kids and I have 2 older kids. All 4 of the kids are between 8 and 14) and he said he wasn't sure. Made me feel upset and I cried a lot.