I am 18 weeks due April 4th. My husband shows me no love or compassion. He is blaming all his struggles on me and causing me so much stress that I have just become so depressed. I feel so alone and heartbroken. I don't want to eat, be around people, and stay in the spare room by myself. I am currently unemployed and have a high risk pregnancy but I push myself anyway. He has talked down to me, belittled me, and made me feel like a am not a woman. He betrays me as a girl that is using. He is military. That is not the case at all. I am in school and receive money from school every month and a half. As soon as I get money I spend it on the house and our family, I give him whatever he wants when he ask. All I want to do is curl up and hold myself at night and cry. I feel worthless. The only thing keeping me going are the kids and this soon to be born child.