feeling insecure :(

[carlynicholebaker6565]

I'm 27w3d and I don't really have the desire to have sex. Me and my boyfriend have sex maybe once every two weeks. He tries all the time and gets mad when I denie him. I know I shouldn't go through his phone but I went through his search history and all I found was a BUNCH of porn. It just makes me really insecure cause they're all hot and sexy and are doing things I can't do for him... Idk it just ***** cause I don't feel like I'll ever get in shape again for him to rather be looking at my body than some porn star :(

[carlynicholebaker6565]

That's very true I would rather him be taking care of his needs than going to someone else, I just feel more ugly and fat when I look at the girls he's looking at. And he was joining an online sex chat which bothered me more than anything cause he's actually talking back and forth with some girl online. But that was the only extent of it, just sex talk but still *****.

[QueenRubyRed]

All men watch porn honey he has needs nd I'm pretty sure you'd rather him take care of his needs than someone else nd don't think negative think positive

[Meshe1234]

It's normal to feel like that, this how I look at it  I'll rather have him look at porn than Actually doing the real thing