I'm 21, married to a man that im not sure who he is anymore. Our marriage has been love g distance because I'm in the military, so I live I hawaii and he's in michigan. It's been hard. I found out recently I'm 4 weeks pregnant, when I went to visit his last month everything was fine then I came back and found out he's been cheating for the past year, I found out I was pregnant last friday, he's doing drugs. It's horrible, he has told me he's going to kill me and to go kill myself because I brought it up to his family that he was doing drugs but here's the thing ladies, his family already had suspicious about the cheating when it first began (year ago) his family had suspicion about drugs because of his erratic mood swings and sneaking around. I feel so used and horrible. I made a fake pof yesterday and he's still on it. I sent him a message and he treated me like dirt. To top it all of I showed his mother and she said "I thought you were going to move on with your life so what do you care" his mother was upset with me because I brought up the drug comment but she's in denial just as much as him. My husband was living with his father and step mother and they knew, they've actually been helpful. I just feel like crap, I can't understand how a human being could be as such. I'm carrying his child, we were married. He's told me he doesn't love me and hates me. But everyone knew about all this, I was just too far away and stupid. I feel horrible. I'm trying to stay strong and not stress but I'm just in utter confusion. Can't seem to wrap my head around this at all.