I am 24 weeks pregnant with my first baby, a boy. I've been with my boyfriend for 4 years and we've had our ups and downs, but we've never broken up. Since May of this year we've had some tough financial problems, mostly because of him, they took his car away because he want paying it, so without transportation, I've had to walk and carpool to my work, and since I'm the only one who cares about the house chores and bills, I've been taking care of them also. I know he is lazy and not dependant at all but I still love him. Hes been staying with his aunt to use her car to go to work until he fixes his older car, but I just can't live in another persons home like that, I need my space and more now than ever. So we decided that ill be home and he'll stay there until we can have a car. It's been this way since June, and I just feel so alone and depressed. He just isn't cooperating at all. The house is a mess and the babys room isn't even started. I just feel that I'm doing this all by myself. I'm living alone, sleeping alone with my cats, paying all bills, everyday is unpredictable to get to work, or even to eat cause I can't walk to the grocery store cause it's too far away. I cry a lot everyday, I can't sleep well and I cry a lot more when I think about how much it must hurt the baby to feel his mother like this. I'm supposed to be having the best time being pregnant, but I'm just sad all the time. My family doesn't even know all of this, they think I'm so happy, i cant tell them because I don't want them to feel guilty or responsible. They were against me moving in with my boyfriend and I don't want to give them a reason to judge. I can't talk to anybody, I have 2 friends and all they think about is going out, parties and boys. I just want my boyfriend to wake up before it's too late. Have him appreciate all the sacrifices I do to survive this. I'm doing all of this without him and it breaks my heart to see him so laid back. I called him last night bawling and just screaming my lungs out that I was so unhappy with this situation and that I wanted him home, I wanted support and for him to step up. I know he feels bad about it but after they took his car away he just has such a low self esteem that he doesn't even know that it affects me so much. Two depressed people can't be together. I'm just trying to hold on, for my baby boy, trying to stay strong. Even though I feel so horribly alone I know I'm not completely alone, I know that everytime I rub my belly...