I'm feeling the same way.. I was addicted to opiates when I get pregnant (with my boss that I was working with and only knew him for4 months) I was struggling to quit before I knew I was pregnant, but once I found out he helped me through it... I'm 18 weeks and very depressed because I did a lot of things I'm not proud of and most of which I can't remember... I know I wasn't a good person and treated him like ****; even through everything and all the messed up stuff I did he still stayed and loves me but I feel like he would be better off without me.. I never wanted kids nor did I think I was able to have any! I'm so not ready to be a mom and scared out of my mind which makes me even more depressed... what if I can't do it and be a good mom is what always is running thru my mind our what if my addiction is stronger than I am? I'm going to just blame it on my hormones and being in recovery and actually being able to feel my emotions now instead making them with the pills!!
I'm feeling the same way.. I was addicted to opiates when I get pregnant (with my boss that I was working with and only knew him for4 months) I was struggling to quit before I knew I was pregnant, but once I found out he helped me through it... I'm 18 weeks and very depressed because I did a lot of things I'm not proud of and most of which I can't remember... I know I wasn't a good person and treated him like ****; even through everything and all the messed up stuff I did he still stayed and loves me but I feel like he would be better off without me.. I never wanted kids nor did I think I was able to have any! I'm so not ready to be a mom and scared out of my mind which makes me even more depressed... what if I can't do it and be a good mom is what always is running thru my mind our what if my addiction is stronger than I am? I'm going to just blame it on my hormones and being in recovery and actually being able to feel my emotions now instead making them with the pills!!
Yes I was a mess before getting pregnant and was not going to get pregnant yet until i was better but to my surprise I got pregnant so all my emotions are all over the place
Yes!! Before I became pregnant I was prescribed xanex and other depression and anxiety medications. Im halfway thru my pregnancy now so my emotions r evening out but I do have panic attacks like once aweek still...
Im sorry to hear that keep your head up thibgs happen for a reason im sure yiu have many other people you are loved by I'm glad I'm not alone I'm happy I'm pregnant but I feel like I'm dragging everyday maybe it is hormones but it *****
Yes very. I almost feel like im alone and I dont even know how this is going to work. I am not sure if it's my hormones out of whack but im beginning to think this is just a mistake and we never should have tried to get pregnant in the first place
I am also depressed. 20Weeks now. Just found out the father to the little one on the way has been sleeping with another girl, from the beginning of our relationship. I love him so much but I had to leave him. I lost my job because I had to move in with a friend in another town. I never thought I'd be a single mom, and so early at that. Its hard, and I feel more alone now than I ever have....
Yes! I also lost my grandmother a few months ago, so now being almost 34 weeks it's hard. I've been very depressed the last few months but trying to think positive