thanks it seems to be getting better since kids are in bed now. but then I think of how lonely I am. thank goodness my daughter lets me borrow he big lifesize teddy bear since my bf started nights again
Try to stay positive love! I hope your day gets better!
I'm sorry to hear. That makes my day sound not that bad and what you went through a lot worse. I guess it just all comes down to we act alone and feel alone cause no one is there to understand or help.
Sounds like the time I fell down the stairs and just screamed and keened for a while. I had lost my twins (no heartbeat) but was waiting for them to miscarry naturally, and was rushing to a family holiday event I didn't want to go to, and that was just the last straw. Went to the party with my knee in ice, family didn't understand either my grief for the miscarriage or the pain in my knee, and that was just about the lowest point ever.