It is... what it is...

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Say hello to a hormonal *itch!! yeah, af I believe decided to come and shut me up... I've been spotting off and on since 1:20ish yesterday.... And now it's 12:20pm....  I just got up their was a heavy blood spot when I wiped. So I'm claiming it to be af... Still no cramps or breast tenderness. So, I think that I'll just stop the baby thing for now. I know it's only been since March for ttc.. But, I tend to space my disappointments out.. I can't have one every month. 
And maybe if I don't try... I'll get pregnant..... sigh.. I don't know.. But this should be af and If it's not... then maybe I'll figure that out later...... .... until next time :-)  Cinda

cntrygrlluvin · Answer

I wanna learn to chart and temp this month.

cntrygrlluvin · Answer

Ugh my head hurts!! I just took the tampon I put in from when I woke up out, and it's still mostly brown but it's got bright red. so yeah, I guess I can settle with af. Although it wasn't that much. I told my hunny this morning that I started af and he sighed and said, let's try this month.. So I don't know if I'm going to or not.

Gina209 · Answer

Aww sorry hun!! Well at least you know you can try next month! Good Luck, send baby dust your way!!!!!

Jame0223 · Answer

Oh I know how you feel! I miscarried in sept of 07 and every month since, I'm just wishing, hoping, and praying that AF doesn't show up. I'm on birth control, so I know its a fat chance, but my mom got pregnant with me AND my brother while she was on birth control. Sometimes I just wish my birth control wouldn't work! lol. I get disappointed everytime I get my period, even though I shouldn't! Its kind of sad when I think about it. I BD at least 3 times a week and I know I do when I'm O'ing too...but oh well! I have to wait another 3 and a half years till I get my baby. Unless my bc stops working like I wish it would!

KM604 · Answer

Thanks! I think it's best just to enjoy BDing and not making it a chore.  That's why I don't record my temps or anything like that.  Of course if I see CM we definitly BD because my hubby wants me to get preggo too.  It is not easy at all to not think about it but just try and have fun - that's my motto right now :)

cntrygrlluvin · Answer

I'll try my best not to think about it.. Instead just enjoy being close to him. 
Maybe next time I'll get pregnant.. Thanks!! 
And as for you, I really hope you get what you want!

KM604 · Answer

I TRY to think "ok I'm just not going to think about it (getting pregnant)' but I do every single day! I cried myself to sleep the other night because it's been since August 2007 off birth control, then miscarriage in December 2007, now still TTC.  The thing is, before I miscarried I actually had thought I wasn't pg because I had gotten negative tests.  So you really do get preggo when you least expect it.  At least we don't have to worry about our bio clock's ticking.  Good luck Cinda!