I've posted about my feet and legs and how the swelling just won't go away and how I never get time to just prop them up and give them the opportunity to go back to normal. Well tonight wasn't that night either. For years, my boyfriend has had this gaming session with his closest friends on Saturday nights and since we've had our first daughter and moved into the flat we live in now, he has been hosting game night with the guys to make it easier in case I have to work then he doesn't have to miss a session. (He's a nerd, this isn't like apples to apples and scategory....they play a game called Dungeons and Dragons and to me it's really annoying and childish since I don't play and don't have any interest in playing) Well they're all constantly here past midnight. Being loud, shutting our broken hallway door right next to our daughters room (you have to pull it so hard that it slams and wakes her every single time) drinking has now been involved, and they keep adding players basically every week!
I'm sorry, today, I wake up to a text asking me to clean as much of the house as possible before he gets home and he'll pick up whatever is left, I'm nice enough to 'obey' and do as much as I could while watching/playing with/occupying a very active and teething (she's getting all 4 fang teeth at once) 1 1/2 year old and while trying not to push myself too hard since to put the icing on the cake I HAD TO WORK TONIGHT! It was 4 1/2 hours of standing on my feet, squatting down, reaching over, lifting, carrying, and annoyance of work and though only a short time it was enough to top my night and make me ready for bed! But no...I get home, our daughter is still awake (normal though on the weekends) and I had to calm down her terror fit begging to color for an hour while him and his friends just laughed and had fun. I then put her to bed finally NO FUSS laying her down (thank god) and I go to bed myself. I have been laying in here over 2 hours now TRYING to sleep as best I can and I'm being awaken by laughing, loud talking, the sound of dice, people slamming the hallway door to go to the bathroom (right next to our room) and then the slam the bathroom door shut and slam the hall door closed when they go back to the front of the house. I'm so annoyed!!!! I need to sleep! I'm 39 weeks pregnant, I don't ever get time to just be alone unless I stay up late or wake up early, I don't have friends to hang out with or talk to, and 90% of the time I get a response of "well what am I supposed to do?" from him!