no hope left !!

[kirsty702]

Ok so i go for my scan tomorrow !! and i think i will need nothing short of a mirlce for everything to be ok.  I found out i was pregnant last week about 4/5 weeks i went for an early scan but it was to early !! came home and on saturady i started to bleed not heavy but i bled lighty for 24 hrs.  So the doctors said there is nothing they can do i just haver to wait till the scan on thursday (tomorrow) but i have tested again and i got a neg i went to see the nurse and did another test with her also neg but she says that doesnt mean i am still not pregnant strange thing is my syptoms seem to be getting worse today i woke up and my breasts are more sore than they have been ever i felt sick all afternoon and i have a lot of gas to.  I dont know if this is in my head because i am thinking about it so much but i am just really scared of hearing what i deep down already know tomorrow !!

[cindy82]

lots of prayers kirsty!!

[kirsty702]

Thanks for your thoughts guys !! i will let everybody know what happens and you never know we might be ok !! its so strange how i come on here to make myself feel better and i dont want to talk to family about it !! Thanks you guys !!

[MomNpain]

I have hope for you! I pray that everything will be okay - keep us updated and in the mean time, try to keep yourself occupied.

[kirsty702]

Thanks !! i am trying so hard to stay positve and give my self a million reasons why everything could be ok !! and its so hard because my partner is so positive and truly thinks that everything will be ok only after reading alot of the posts i see that this getting pregnant and staying pregant thing is a very hard thing to do !! i dont want to upset him but i fear the worse !!

[mamaofonetrying42]

Im sure you two are fine. I hope all goes well! good Luck :o)

[nikko*ttc]

Just keep the faith. You'll get news soon. In the meantime, I know it is hard to wait. Find a good book or find something else to do that will keep your mind off of it.