I am just seeing this today.. I am a day behind today.. Uggh,
I was super depressed yesterday and just am mildly depressed today. My baby shower was a total disappointment and I think my hormones are playing tricks on me. I am 26 weeks and incredibly sad and cried all freaking weekend. I feel like a crazy person..
Im tired, had a big headache today. My glucose levels dropped to 69, so I know have to worry about to high/ too low levels, wow I didnt know gestational diabetes was "so much fun", arghhh. Nausea feeling again.
Good thing is Im 32 weeks, and Im getting my C section at 38 weeks, so its just 6 weeks to go!
Work was ok, I had to fire 2 people today, who were acting like pains in the $%#.
I hope tomorrow gets better :)
Well today was the begining of no more work for me Im 35 weeks 3 days and what do you know seems like everyone needs something from me, I wanted to sleep in this am but didnt get to I had to take my BIL's wife to the doctor she is 2 months pregnant...tomorrow morning I wont get to sleep in either but atleast its for a good reason I have a U/S and Doc appt hopefully I am making some kind of progress, so my mood today is ok but could be better!
I am kind of frustrated...fiance is the reason. He got laid off almost 2 weeks ago. He has done like 3 online applications and has collected 5 paper apps...two of which I filled out and the rest just sit there...I keep telling him to fill them out and hand them in. He just says he will and continues playing his video games. He has a bill coming for his cell phone next week, car payment/insurance the week or two after that and he's not even worried about it! All he does is sit around and play video games all day! I get home and he is still playing them! Today he was supposed to go to the unemployment office and finish those apps and hand them it, but I will be lucky in the two that I filled out get handed in. I have been getting so mad at him because of his nonchalant attitude about this and yet he still doesn't do anything I ask. He does nothing all day and when someone asks him to lift a finger he gets angry...I am just so GRRR FED UP! I can't support him and myself with my 10.25$ an hour! I have my own bills to worry about! Right now I have 100$ until next monday..I need gas too...so there goes 60 of it! I can't help him out! I just wish he would realize he needs to get his butt in gear and get a job! Yes it was fun while it lasted but vacations over baby!
Well I'm scared sh!tless. I don't know if I'm pregnant and I'm 4 days late. I'm scared to test because I don't want to get a BFN and if I get a BFP I'm scared too because last BFP ended in a miscarriage. so i'm terrified.
Also, my boss has decided to be a total b!tch today. I'm cranky and nervous.
i had a great weekend with my hubby though :)
Well I am in a horrible mood today! I HATE my job. I mean it is a cake walk but I work in a really small recruiting office and it is me and my mom and this other guy that she use to sleep with. so everyday I feel like the third wheel. And he is still in love with her, so what ever she says goes. Oh it makes me so mad. She walks all over him and he still lets her get away with anything. Dont get me wrong I love my mom to death, but we have way to much together time!!!! I would love to look for another job, but I know I wont have it as easy somewhere else as I do here. But I think I would rather work my a$$ off, then go home so irritated and pi$$ed everyday. I just feel like screaming everyday! I cant wait for my maternity leave to start! I will be a much happier person!! this is hopefully my last week!!
I just worked out and I'm TIRED! I want to go lay down and take a nap. But alas I hear my toddler walking around upstairs instead of napping.
Moods wize I'm great. I am new on this so i think im responding right! laughs. I just told my dad and he didn't take it so well any suggestions?
I'm bummed. Had a horrible day mentally on Saturday, after my temps went down a little and BFN on HPT. I'm thinking AF should show on Wednesday of this week, but my temps have literally flat lined. I'm not sure what to think anymore. I'm also afraid that AF won't show, and I'll have to fight with my GYN for testing. He didn't want to do any testing before we TTC for a few months, well if I don't get my period, I'm going to fight to have an u/s done to rule out PCOS. I don't want them to just give me meds to start my period. I just don't want to go through the same thing I had to do with my bladder surgery and my back surgery. I want a doctor to listen to me for a change!
I am tired today.... but excited! Thursday is my 18 week scan and i cant wait to see our lil guy and how big he has gotten!
I'm anxious. My period was spotty for 3 days and I have been feeling very quezy at night when I lay down. During the day I have a horrible headache (3 days now off and on) and when I lay down, the headache goes away but then I have to run to the bathroom thinking I'm going to get sick. I want this to be my BFP month!! I think I'm going to wait until Friday or next Friday to test if nothing changes. I'm impatient too....
I'm impatient. It seems everytime I turn around I have some new symptom and when I look it up it is yet another symptoms of pregnancy but every test is negative. Not to mention my doctor is supposed to call with the results of my blood test and I still havent heard from anyone. Grr