Good evening Dear Forum,
I hope I am posting this in the right forum. I'm gay, I've been with someone for two years and about three months, I cheated my partner by meeting someone new, and not telling my partner at all. I met a gorgeous guy and fell in love with him, we've been so happy for the last three months. He wanted to get serious with me, so I told him that I was in a relationship with my partner as well. He run away from, he does not want me anymore. Yesterday, I told my partner about this, and he left me too. I feel so bad now, I lost both of them. I am so broken emotionally, I cant eat, cant sleep, dont go out, just staying home and smoking cigarettes. I am afraid I am having a nervous breakdown?
What should I do guys, help me please, as I feel like the whole world is against me. Now, I also feel insecure with myself, beauty, personality and pride. How can I move on, please? What should I do?
Thanks to all