Hellow .
i met someone few years a go , i was yong at the time , i was 16 years old n he was older than me , he was in hes twentees . so he falled in love with me n he decided to wait for me to grow up .. but i didn't treat him verry well , i was acting like a chiled n than i left him ..
well few years after that we spoke again n he told me that his family prepared an organized marriage for him with a girl that is related to him n they do not love each other ... n he told me that he is still in love with me n if only say one word he well come back to me , but i couldnt do it .
+ well from the seconde i knew him i felt something that tells me that i do not want him , it is becoz i'm a city girl but he isn't n, he is Bedouin n the way he talk is the traditional way of our ancestors in my country , n it is a funny way .
+ he is great guy he respects me a lot loves me a lot he have a pure hurt .. he is an amaizing guy , he is the best guy i've ever known , all the guys i knew from the city are jerks they only wanna sleep with a girl than dump her , but he doesn't think that way , he likes the traditions as i do i meen waiting until the wedding night ..
+well why i posted this is becoz i'm confused .. i do not know if i want to be with him or not , i do not wanna play with his emotions n with my future . i know that he will be amaizing with me n sikness in helth .. but sometimes i say i'm yong i well meat another great guy .. but meeting guy like that happens oncce in a life time some who well treats me like a princess the way i deserve .
+ The reason i'm confused that i do not wanna destroy his life someday , he deserves that i treats him right n my problem know is sould i take a step n talk to him or just let it go .... i'am realy confused . i know that i care kinde off about the apperences but the our life is short n we should know best with whom we well share it .
Please help