I think sometimes in a relationship we try to use our significant other as our therapist. I think in this case that is what your boyfriend is saying. He is frustrated not only by the volume of talking about the issue but also that he can't really help you and seems to be stuck with no progress to making things better.
My suggestion is that you actually do talk to a therapist. I think sorting out what your inner turmoil is about and helping you find real ways of working on improving your emotions and thoughts about the traumatic event would be very helpful to you. Is this something you'd consider?
I am also hearing that you do not have a tremendous support system outside of your boyfriend. This is something for you to work on as well. How are your relationships with girlfriends? Any friends you can reconnect with? Or can you start doing something that would help you make some friends such as a group exercise class or something like that? I think this would help you emotionally as well as help your relationship as a whole.
Lastly, something to consider is that you may have some anxiety that needs to be treated. I, of course, don't know for sure but as you write this, I picked up on some signals that this might be the case. Just something to think about.
Best of luck to you.
ok, I will give you a guy's point of view. I believe your boyfriend may not feel as strong as you do about your insecuirties. At first, he may have been nice and was listening to you as a good boyfriend should. However, I believe you keep bringing this up and he is getting tired and fustrated. Guys want a quick fix to problems and want to move on. We don't know what you insecurities, so it is hard to say if there is a quick fix. If one insecurity is that you think your bf may cheat on you, but you have no proof, this could be a problem for him after he told you the last 30 times that he would not. This is just an example of course. The best thing to do is address your inserurities head on. This is one place you can do it. We do not know who you are and really do not care. We are here to help. Good luck.
Hi There,
I only have a little bit to say which is to follow your heart. I was in this position before as well and I found that writing a brainstorm did not help me neither did writing a contact as that made my partner worse. If you do a contract they feel trapped and they start saying things and doing things they wouldn't normally do.
I agree honesty is the best policy but in some cases its needs to be toned down a bit maybe you need to tell your partner exactly what they said that upset you, annoyed your etc other wise he will never know and won't stop saying or doing what he did/said.
insecuritys are part of life and the only way on beating htem is doing it step by step I started mine by writing down everything i was feeling and everything that was in my head on paper and then getting a good nights sleep because its out of your mind and do that every night until the list gets smaller and smaller sometimes you may add things and it gets long but eventually you will gradually check things off bit by bit.
Sorry if this isn't much help but its a few things that helped me.
xx