Me and my boyfriend, have been going out for just over a year, it's been great, were perfectly matched, we love all the same things, dislike all the same things. He's at uni about six hours away from where i live, and only comes up now ad then, anyway, this isn't really causing problems, but he has mental health issues, and sometimes does things, but can't help it, recently, he took, alot of alcohol, and because he was really upset that he thought i'd finnished with him (i hadn't really, it was sort of in his head/miss understood me) he ended up sleeping with another girl, he was totally broken when he told me, he kept saying how sorry he was and that he was "going to make it up to me somehow" He was then sectioned in hospital, hes out now, and i feel like i can't trust him, but i can't see my life without him. I'm terrified it'll happen again, or that he doesn't love me like i do him, i find it hard to explain my feelings, i think we've got something really really good. But, is this something i should let go off? or is it worth making a go off.
I only forgave him because he was ill, if he knew what he was doing, and was just under the influence of alcohol or whatever, i wouldn't have.
any advice?
i would just like to state, he does treat me like a princess, but just blows hot and cold.