The controlling nature on his part upsets me. He has been controlling about you staying at your own house, and with sex... A controlling partner is always a bad deal. It's easy to focus on the 'good' qualities of a person when we do not want to see the bad things. If he is being this controlling now, imagine how it will be when you are both married, or have children? Will he call all the shots? I would leave now, as it could get much worse. I've dated crappy guys, but never one who was controlling like that. I would never put up with it and neither should you. It's not healthy, and even though I don't know you, I know you can do much, much better than him. You deserve someone who RESPECTS you, and it sounds like he does not. I know that hurts to acknowledge that, but if he truly respected you, he would not be so controlling... and most importantly, he would respect your wishes about sex. There have been a few times that I had sex with a bf and it was painful, and the MOMENT I expressed discomfort, he stopped because it freaked him out that I was in pain...
Bottom line... leave now before you're married and he controls you even more.
Best of luck.
thank you all for your much helpful advice
The bottom line here is that you should not do anything that hurts you or makes you uncomfortable simply to satisfy his sexual desires. If it isnt pleasing both partners it should not be happening. That is selfish on his part. It sounds like he is still manipulating and controlling but has learned to master the technique to get what he wants.
I also have to admit that the first thing that crossed my mind is that you might be with someone who gets into pain, as a turn on? But is still in the closet about it? Some people get turned on by issuing pain for pleasure but feel guilty about it and know it is not widely accepted. Is this a possibility? Just thinking aloud here.
I am disturbed that a guy would EVER want to do something that is painful and distressing for you. Honestly bree - do you want to be with a guy who would want to hurt and distress you purely for his needs?
There are pleny of great guys out there who would never do this - you sound young, you'll meet someone great - and when your in a new relationship with an swesome guy you'll look back on this and wonder how you put up with it!
I'm going with El's wisdom on this one! Well said!
OMG...I'm sorry, coming back with a stump. LOL. That has got to be the best line I've heard in a long time.
No means NO
Stop means STOP
Don't means DON'T
What part of that isn't computing with him?
Honestly, if I even tried to put my penis anywhere near my wife's anus, I'd come back with a stump;-) Not making light of this, I hope you understand.
Ground rules are not there to be broken, and you need to lay some down. If he respects you, and loves you, and wants you, and needs you, and wants to be in a relationship with you, he'll respect those ground rules.
If he doesn't, then it's time to kick the f*cker to the curb.
My 2 cents.
This is a total act of selfishness on his part. He knows that the things he does for you make it hard for you to say no. He is being manipulative. If you let this continue, you may never be able to enjoy a healthy sexual relationship. It is supposed to feel good for you too. He seems to think sex is for the man. I understand that when we are in the heat of the moment and something feels really good, we don't want to stop. But the fact that you are crying and saying that you are in pain, would be enough to make most people not enjoy it anymore. How about you use my situation the next time he asks you for anal: My boyfriend asked me to have anal sex with him. I told him I tried it once and did not like the feeling at all. He asked me to give it another go. I said "Ok, I also want to try out one of my fantasies too. Can we go to the sex shop so that I can get one of the strap-ons for women (strap-on dildos), to screw you in the behind?." He said "No way! There is nothing going into my ***!" I said, "Why not?" He said, "Because it would hurt/feel uncomfortable, and I'm also not into that!" So I said, "Then why is it ok for you to do it to me? It feels uncomfortable, and it doesn't turn me on at all." Basically, the message got across, that both of our behinds were for outgoing products only! LOL On the other topis of it hurting when you have sex, you need to let him know that he is doing serious physical damage to you, and that because of him doing it so much you are not able to have sex for at least a month or longer. It doesn't matter if you are lying. Most men don't understand the female anatomy. The important part is that you are getting the message across, because he really could end up hurting you badly, and you deserve to enjoy sex too! I know I couldn't go a month without getting any. Let's see how long he lasts!
Hmmm that is a hard one. Does he make you feel forced? Or does he treat you badly if you say no? It sounds a bit to me like you have trouble putting your foot down and I can't recall why. If my fiance said I want to have anal sex with you and I said no because the last time it hurt, that would be it. He would have to deal with the fact that I said no. He could ask again hoping to change my mind down the road later but if I said no again, then it would have to be ok. Same thing if we are having sex and I said stop that hurts, he would stop. So is it that he's selfish and just wants what feels good to him? Or is he making you feel bad for turning him down or wanting to stop? I just want to see how bad this gets and that could determine the rest of my advice.