Stop worrying about "atypical symptoms". The test results rule, so your symptoms are irrelevant. Stop searching the web about herpes symptoms.
This thread is definitely over. Continued anxiety driven comments will result in deletion of the entire thread. Suck it up and move on with your life; if you cannot, re-read my comments about professional counseling. This is not a hand-holding service for people who will not or cannot accept our opinions, reassurance, and advice.
Thank you, Dr. Handsfield, for both your assessment and your advice. I agree that my fear has gotten the better of me. It scares me how much this topic and worry have consumed me. I believe my hang up lies in the fact that I have symptoms at all. If I didn't, I'm sure I would be able to trust my results and put this all behind me.
I'm not sure if you looked at the thread I referenced above between me and Grace that went into specifics about my symptoms, but I just wanted to add that, based on what I've read on this forum, to me they seem atypical. Confusing matters, I'm having a hard time deciphering what atypical even means anymore, as there is such a wide variety of ways this can present, not to mention adding prodromal sensations into the mix. I would also like to point out, however, in order to give you full disclosure of my symptoms, that every now and then, I do get what feels like a small area of missing skin that makes me worry the pimple previously felt was actually a blister that has come off and exposed the raw skin underneath. This doesn't happen as frequently as just getting regular pus-filled pimples, and I can't say with 100% certainty that it's not caused by me discovering something's there, then washing or examining myself too vigorously. Please forgive my additional inquiry. I guess I'm just hoping you're in agreement that my recurrent symptoms sound "atypical" enough (whatever that means) to rule out genital herpes. Dr. Handsfield, I truly trust in every word you say. I'm sorry for bothering you further.
"everybody who has HSV-2 develops antibodies? There is no small percentage of people who don't develop them?" It is very rare to not develop measurable antibodies, but it happens once in a while.
"And if one is infected and tests at the appropriate time, it will reflect on a blood test??" Yes.
Although the blood test itself is not quite 100% reliable, the totality of information you have provided -- no typical symptoms, a low risk sexual lifestyle, no partners known to have HSV-2, no symptoms that suggest herpes in your partner (jock itch or a few zits below the waist don't count!), and the blood test result -- amounts to 100% certainty you don't have it.
This sounds like an issue that is seriously weighing on your mind and perhaps interfering with your life. If so, and if your fear of herpes continues despite such overwhelming scientific evidence and reasonsed reassurance, you should consider professional counseling. I suggest it from compassion, not criticism. Abnormal fear of contagion can be an early sign of serious mental health disability -- for an excellent example, see "The Aviator", the film biography of the billionaire recluse Howard Hughes.
That will be all for this thread. Good luck.
Dr. Handsfield,
Last questions, if I may, in regards to the answer you gave on another post which was subsequently deleted: everybody who has HSV-2 develops antibodies? There is no small percentage of people who don't develop them? And if one is infected and tests at the appropriate time, it will reflect on a blood test? Thank you again.
Yes, my reply was based primarily on the information in your question above.
Dr. Handsfield,
Sorry to bother you, but I would just like to make sure that even though you thought I was a different user, you did take into account and base your determination on the specifics of my particular situation and not that of the user for who I was mistaken. I just don't want there to be any room for doubt of your advice to me based on misinformation. Thank you again.
Thank you Dr. Handsfield, for answering my question. I apologize for adding to someone else's thread (I did it only for clarification of your response, not as a way of getting out of asking my own question). I do believe, however, that the information you provided (re: HSV2 antibody development) is incredibly important to know and could benefit many who would have read it (people like myself who spend lots of time researching on this forum, as well as to dispel misconceptions that do in fact appear Medhelp). I value your expertise and hold your opinion in the highest regard. I do hope in your realization I was a different user than you originally thought, that you had a chance to briefly look at my other communication with Grace on the community forum, for the complete picture. Regardless, I appreciate you taking the time to assess my situation and give me your thoughts. I will try very hard to accept my results after all these years, and hopefully determine what has been causing my ongoing symptoms. Thank you again.
I just realized you were not the original quesitoner in the other thread. Had I realized it, I would not have replied there -- and have now deleted that comment and my reply on the other thread.
You may disregard my comments above about repeat questions on the forum. Otherwise, however, my reply above remains accurate. I will just add that test results always overrule symptoms, especially "atypical" ones. They should not concern you and you can believe the test results.
Asking the same questions as in your previous thread, with different words, will not result in a different answer. Your test results prove you don't have HSV-2, and are highly reliable in showing you don't have HSV-1. In other words, you have answered your own question" "I feel like I can finally wake up and believe my results".
The important part of today's question is the last paragraph. You are abnormally and irrationally obsessed with herpes despite the evidence you are not infected. There is a disconnect between your intellectual understanding that you don't have it and your emotional fear that you really do. The only way to address this sort of thing is through professional mental health counseling. I recommend it from compassion, not criticism. But it's not an STD issue, so I won't have anything more to say about it. You're never going to get over this by any additional herpes testing or from advice on this forum or any other online source.\
Also please note MedHelp's rule that permits a maximum of 2 questions every 6 months on each of the professionally moderated forums (see Terms and Conditions). This will have to be your last on this forum until next April; before then, any new ones will be deleted without reply; I don't want you to risk wasting your non-refundable posting fee.
Regards-- HHH, MD