I am a 30 year old male who has ONLY HAD SEX WITH 1 GIRL (my wife). We have been married for 10 years and together for 13 years. In march of this year I had gone to a "massage parlor" and received a massage with a "Hand Job" at the end. Approx 15-20 days later I developed a slight burning sensation at the tip of my penis. I went to the ER and the doctor tested my urine for a urinary tract infection. That came back negative. He then took a culture from my urethra for Clamydia and Gon., which came back negative. A few days later I went to an STD clinic as the pain was still there and repeated all the tests which came back negative. The pain went away a week or two later. Now for the last three months I have had the mild burning sensation at the head of my penis come back. Some days are worse then others and sometimes it goes away for 1 to 4 days. I have been seen at the ER, my regular doctor, the STD clinic again, and a uroligist, all who can't seem to tell me what is wrong with me. This is starting to affect my wife and 3 children as I am very short with all of them and always in a bad mood. I am so scared that I have some sort of STD or some kind of deathly disease. I don't know what to do at this point. I now have no health insurance and can't afford to see a doctor, especially for them to say i don't know what is worng with you. Does anyone have any idea what this could be?? Thanks in advance for your help