I received unprotected oral sex from a girl I didn't know anything about. I first pleasured her with my fingers, and later had her sit on my penis while she rubbed her vagina up and down. After she gave me unprotected oral sex and I ejaculated in her mouth. However I also used my hands after fingering for mastbation to help get to the finishing point.
I never ever thought I would do something like this with someone I didn't know, I'm just glad I didnt have unprotected sex as we didn't have a condom.
I am so scared, its been 6 to 7 months now and I never thought about it until now. Recently when I masterbated it hurt my penis and I saw blood no in my semen but in the tip of the penis. After that incident I freaked linking this to that exposure I had a long time ago. Also I had a really cloudy urine, it seemed like something was in for sure, it was white-ish. I am freaking about this also. I have tiny bumbs on my penis and scrotum but they are hair follicules im sure.
I also at times get a slight white discharge from my penis, and it looks sticky but is clear. I think thats just from thinking about sex or watching porn.
I'm so scared I can't handle any std, I just can't. Please give me advice, I'm a nervous guy and I'm going insane. Do I have any std's? would the symptoms be more relavant because I sometimes doubt I have anything at al, but why the cloudy urine, and sometimes I feel discomfort when I pee but it never hurts where I go ouch, just I focus on it and can feel something different.
Please help, am I safe?
I can't look my parents in the eye anymore, I feel so guilty. I