i am in the middle of a divorce right now....i was married to a man who cheated on me continuously during the last five years of our marriage....a few years ago, i noticed a tingly feeling on my lips right after performing oral sex on him and immediately started to treat my lips with medicated chapstick...no blisters appeared, but i noticed paper like cuts as well as sensitive spots on the inside of my mouth, the back of my throat, gums, and inner lips...since then, i am no longer able to use any other kind of chapstick that is not medicated....several months ago, i noticed something white like a blister on my vaginal area...i went and got a fingerstick test done at an std clinic for herpes which came back positive igg hsv2...my ex went and got tested through our family doctor and his igg was less than 0.91 therefore negative....about a year or so ago, my ex was experiencing serious pain in his anal area...he was thinking the pain was from perhaps a muscle that he may have pulled while lifting weights in the gym....he asked me to check to see if anything was there...after looking, i saw what looked like a tiny hemorrhoid...i rubbed some preparation h on it and that was the end of it...it did not make him feel better it only soothe the pain...though my ex has been with several women during our marriage, i have never been with anyone else other than him...how can i have a positive test result and he have a negative test result? also, if i were a carrier of the disease, how is it possible for me to experience symptoms of the disease, especially after oral sex if my ex husband does not have herpes according to the blood test?