Hey fellow limbolanders
I need some input and support here!
I had a chat with my young GP today. She's a good guy I think, but doesn't seem to be very clued up. However, she is the doctor who literally put her fingers on the problem and gave it it's very first official name, 'cervical spondylosis' - just by manual exam and LISTENING to the sx. When the xrays came back there was much more. So, kudos to her. A referral to neuro was immediately recommended by the radiologist.
My GP said today that she'd had a letter from neuro to say that he couldn't see what could be causing my sx....
GIVE ME STRENGTH!!
Let's look at the facts:
- he gave me the fastest neuro exam in history - all of 7mins.
- he hasn't seen the xrays - in fact, he dismissed their validity even...
- the MRI/MRA hasn't been done yet
- visual field tests not bacl
YET he's writing formally to say that he 'can't understand what could be causing the problems'. Plus didn't mention that he'd ordered MR images.
What are these people on?
Logically he cannot make any assessment until MRI/MRAs and VF test have been interpreted. But it seems to me that writing to my GP in such a way introduces or perpetuates large doubts and not only undermines my credibility (and health) but also undermines my GP's judgement and accurate diagnosis so far (as shown by the xrays).
It also thoroughly demoralises me and mine - it shows us just how far we have to go in getting an accurate diagnosis and proper treatment.
I say again, what the hell are these neurologists on? Do they just hate women?
This has been the story throughout. 'Oh yes, we see a bit of this and that (e.g. face drop, pronator drift, distractibility/lack of concentration, cerebral oedema, optical disc skewed, no reflexes there, jumpy leg here, sleep apnoea, oxygen depletion, the type of blood that clogs vessels and causes occlusions, loss of consciousness, neck bones out of alignment, girt big bits of bone growing out of them in the wrong places, funny stuff going on in them there EEGs, numb bits, and who knows what else) but it's nothing. Bog off!'
Meanwhile, I cannot sit in an upright chair now for more than 30mins without getting numb face, arm, foot, headache/neckache, blurry eyesight and stuff. I have to lie a certain way to sleep otherwise something sticks in my throat and impedes breathing. I have to recline all the time if I want to feel normal - even then I have to be careful because half-an-inch that way and the mice in my leg start racing around, half-an-inch that way and the buzzing in my ear is beyond distracting. A few millimeters in THAT direction and my top neck bone goes out of joint and I have LOADS of fun (not) wrigging and coaxing it back into place before the crashing headache starts. You all know the panoply of variegated signs and symptoms...
I've actually been 'doing a Mrs A' (!) - minimising my attention to all sx and concentrating on lots of other things. And then I move suddenly, for instance, I get the familiar sensation of an icy knife going up my neck into my head or across my shoulders or down my thoracic spine...or mice going mad in my leg, or pee myself or flashes of light at the sides of my vision...
Is it time to go and see a private someone? Who is it that deals with bones? Would that be better than a clueless neuro?
Whoever, whatever, I am so tired of this...I have come to loathe doctors...I am terrified of them - they're so care less..they just don't care.
sniff......blubbb
sammxx