I used to always consider myself a straight teenage girl. I crushed on males exclusively, and I only fantasized about heterosexual relationships. But something always lingered-- for some reason I've always been attracted to the female body. I've been attracted to the male body as well, but for some reason I've occasionally gotten aroused by cleavage or short skirts or something. I've always accepted this as not being turned on TO the girl, but rather fantasizing about being in her place, if that makes any sense. So rather, an exploration of my own sexual future vs. wanting to actually be with the girl. I've never had any sexual experiences whatsoever.
I've been struggling with anxiety for several months now, so I've become uber paranoid about this and it's kind of taking over my mind. I feel out of control with worry and I'm too embarrassed to discuss it with my family, friends, or doctor.
Please give me some guidance! I would really appreciate just being able to enjoy life again. I've asked this question or other sites and people have told me I'm definitely bi or probably straight. I'm so confused and would like a credible answer.
P.S. I am not a homophobe or anything, but I feel like I'm kind of losing a sense of self and identity in these fears...
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