In tears

[Jade59]

OMG, I am THIS close to buying smokes right now.  My husband talks so sarcastic and rude to me these days.  He wants me to go to a Xmas party with him tonight and I thought I would do him a favor even though this is so hard on me, but now I'm not going because he appreciates Nothing!   I am sick and tired of his attitude and need him to be supportive to help get me through this tonight, but I can see he's going to take his irritation out on me for asking him not to go and get high last night because the affects hang on into next day and I wanted him to be completely sober for this party.  

I told him now he can go and smoke to his hearts content today, I no longer care 'cause I'm not going.  

Ugh...I am so unhappy!  Are we SURE a cigarette won't take this all away?  *tiny little smile though the tears*

[kathyjo]

and thank you!
We just may have to go by way of our skis, ha ha

[Jade59]

...and Thank You!!!!
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3m 4d 11:22 smoke-free, 952 cigs not smoked, $261.80 saved, 3d 7:20 life saved

[Jade59]

I know.  I'm passed it already.  It was just a moment.  Been too long to blow it now.

Saw on the news, the terrible storms you are facing there on the East coast.  Be careful out there today and have a great time at the wedding!! :)

[kathyjo]

ouch, sorry : (
Both of us know that it can't fix anything.....hang in there Jade.....getting even will only make you hate yourself tomorrow.