I wasn't entirely certain if I should ask this on Teen Depression or Teen Health, but I figured I'd post here, seeing as this is a Mental Health Inquiry.
Anyway, I'm a 14 year old female with a diagnosis of Aspergers, OCD, ADHD, as well as a 5 year depression.
Recently, within the past year or so, I've unintentionally become more violent. I lash out at others with the intent to harm, even at pets, yet I always manage to stop myself. I often sit alone, usually with contempt, and begin as others would put it, laughing “manically” or even “desperately”. I can't seem to control the laughter, just as I can't control lashing out at others.
I rarely seem to experience emotion anymore, and when I do, it's anger or sadness.
I also have extreme difficulty trusting others, and frequently feel as if I'm being watched, both things occuring on an everyday basis.
Anyway, based on what I know, these things appear to stretch beyond most typical “hormonal issues” experienced by teenagers.
I was also molested, as well as verbally abused as a child, and am unsure if either of those things may or may not have an impact on what I'm currently experiencing.
In addition, I've currently seen 3 school counselors, and 3 therapists at this point.
Any insight or help is appreciated at this point.