am goona die

[sonia_ji]

I M 19 YEARS OLD
I M DOIN SOFTWARE ENGG
abt 8 months ago.i suddenly felt pain in my left arm.....then my heart beat increased........my sis took me to hospital...i had ecg.but there was nothing.....................those very terriable and horrible days 4 me.................then a well known cardiologist suggested me some tests.....ecg,echo,holter,cbc.....all were perfact.........then i went to neurologist..he said this is muscles weekness........i took many anxiety killers..but no 1 is affected
every 1 says this is anxiety..but now i always feel pain in my heart.........tinglings in head,,,,,,,,,,,pain in left arm...........difficulty in breathin when i respire .......my heart beat get slows......i m not able to concentrate on my projects and studies........i think i will die in some days............my parents r not alive................i always think abt them........there is no way 4 me to forget their sudden death in front of me......coz of dis heart pain imm not able to do any thing......when ever i feel pain in my heart i fell as blood is travelling from my heart to head..........wat shud i do...plz help me.................i m depressed...i think i shud commit sucide................there is no other way to get rid of this..........i m just 19.......i have savere high palpitations.....n pain at left side of head

[charley1986]

HONESTLY, I DO NOT THINK THAT POP AND CANDY ARE CONTRIBUTING TO YOUR VERY REAL SYMPTOMS.....Hope you find some relief soon

[Ahartzok]

Thank you for that... I appreciate your appreciation and didn't know I could be of such help

[charley1986]

You are on the right path with your attitude at such a young age - you certainly inspired this 38 yr old woman to keep pushing - I keep hitting road blocks in finding out what's going on with me.....thank you - and good luck to you in the future

[Ahartzok]

Please, don't kill yourself, I've had continuous problems for three years, and I am only 17 and male... I was diagnosed in the past with some sort of vein problem which is not very serious but can have very detrimental affects in everyday life, I know how u feel and I felt the same way and no tests reveiled anything... when u are laying down and u get up do your hands turn purple or a deep shade of red... It is a possibility, all the blood could be rushing from you head to your feet do to a lack of a protein in your body that makes you veins contract so the preasure can increase to get blood to your upper extremities... please w/e it is, u will be fine... I've been where u are, just trust in yourself and remember how things were when u felt fine, and keep pushing for better, it will come, please have faith and trust

[giddychic]

hold you head high---I will keep both all of you in my prayers!!!  Stay strong and hold your heads high!!!!  We are all here for you!!!

[giddychic]

Hey----I agree----calm down for a minute----you are young and wonderful I am sure-----seeing your parents die could not be an easy thing to take------but their are people in the world who can help you get through this very trying time-----doctors, friends, etc-----we are all here for you----anxiety and stress and depression work on a person in strange a weird ways---sometimes with out the person even realizing it-----seek help and avice from a doctor, counselor, etc-----things will be ok---hopefully sooner than later-----I have a friend who has been having trouble at night----she feels she can not breath, chest tigtens, she has been to the hospital a bunch----but it came down to anxiety and stress and depression-----we sat down and talked a lot about her life.  She stays busy and when she gets down she finds me or the man upstairs to get things out in the open-----

[giddychic]

I agree----please keep in touch with us------you have touched my heart in such a great way------we are here for you------

[charley1986]

I think I can speak for myself and alot of others that have posted to you when I say that we would all really like to hear from you so that we know you are alright.  You have been in my prayers because I know that feeling of complete and utter frustration and emptiness.  The feeling of being helpless too - please please post and let us know you are ok.
Prayers going up for you, charley

[brady80]

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.  It's frustrating to know that something is wrong and no one can find it.  Keep looking.  There are docs out there that can help you.  I agree that seeing a psych might be helpful.  You bones get broken, so do your emotions.  You need to find the right professional who can help you.  I personally know the great physician.  I'll talk to Him about you tonight.

[bowlegged_caterpillar]

Now calm down!!  I have the same symptoms, but it could be many things.  Like, breathing problems or anxiety disorders.  Just don't commit suicide.  I agree with everyone else.  Get a second opinion!


Take care, and don't do anything silly.

[charley1986]

Hey, I agree that you may have PTSD...You have alot of the same symptoms I had once upon a time.  I was molested from the time I was 9 until I was 11.  I have dealt with severe depression all my life, it seems...and to top it all off, I have chronic pain.  Nobody knows how you feel but you......but I can tell you that I have been in your shoes several times in my life.  In fact, I would pray every night that God would let me die in my sleep - and when I would wake up every morning, I would be angry at God.  I made my peace with God not to awfully long ago...thankfully.  You could also have some thyroid issues as well - I know that when my thyroid went berzerk I had heart palpitations, depression, headaches, lots of other symptoms.  I really think that you should get a second opinion.  DON'T KILL YOURSELF - think about your sis - she doesn't need to lose you too! I know that things are bad right now - but I promise you better days are ahead.  Please post again soon so that we all know that you are okay.
Peace, Charley

[heart2heart]

The fact you witnessed your parents' death and seem to have so much anxiety leads me to believe you have post traumatic stress disorder. My first suggestion is for you to see a psychiatrist. There are many antidepressent and anti anxiety medications out there and you need to be on something. A grief support group would also help you, you have lost a lot and you feel now that you are losing your health and maybe your life. If you are still having physical symptoms after this I would suggest you get a second neurological opinion, perhaps a brain MRI.

[Charla Kay]

HI, I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD COMMIT SUICIDE. I THINK MAYBE YOU SHOULD GET ANOTHER DR'S OPPINION SINCE THE OTHER DR'S SAID NOTHING WAS WRONG WITH YOU. JUST REMEMBER JESUS LOVES YOU!