Hi. I joined this site about this time last year. I had discovered a lump in my left breast and been sent for mammogram and u/s. Results of those indicated a punch biopsy was necessary for a suspicious mass. Went for biopsy and was told by the surgeon (before the biopsy took place) what this was inflammatory breast cancer and there was no chance it could be anything else. Biopsy came back indicating no BC but GM instead. I was elated that it wasn't bc (didn't know anything about GM then). Same surgeon then told me he didn't believe the biopsy results and wanted to do a lump extraction & further biopsy the results. Same result. Incision healed beautifully. Then I found this site and did some reading. One of the people on here (JoJo45 I think) referred me to a specialist in Toronto. Just before I saw him I had my first flare up. I wasn't major, it was painful but seemed to go away without actually erupting through the skin.I saw him and he confirmed what the biopsy indicated. That was back in Jan/Feb 2012. I have been clear since then. Then on Christmas Eve (3 weeks ago), I developed a painful and hard area in my right breast. As it happened I had my annual physical last week. My doctor (who knows of my GM but knows absolutely nothing about it), did a thorough breast exam. The hardness and soreness had completely disappeared. Then maybe two days later it was back. Since then it has definitely become more sore and more tender. For those who breastfed, it feels like engorgement +blocked duct + mastitis. I am supposed to have a mammogram next week but I'm terrified that if they try to compress my breast, it may explode or I may pass out from the pain. I guess my questions are:
Is it possible for GM to appear (and be diagnosed) in one breast and then appear in the other? And, does the pain I'm describing fit the GM bill? I was very deeply affected emotionally last year by the breast cancer "diagnosis" and it has taken me a long time to move forward after suffering depression and anxiety for months and months. I feel like I'm at the edge of that same abyss right now so any help would be appreciated.