Hi, I have been trying for a long time to overcome my fears of HIV. When I felt ready, I met someone through an app. I 'm gay. I put the condom on that person, I'm not sure if I put it on correctly. I put the condom on his glans and slid it down. I applied water-based lubricant. He tried to penetrate but I stopped him because it hurt so much. However, part of his penis entered. Then I stopped him and took off the condom and checked it. There were no holes or tears. There was no sex involved anyway, he just tried to penetrate. As a result, he wanted me to be a top. I penetrated with the same wearing method of a condom and checking it many times, and had anal sex in the top position. When I checked the condom afterwards, there was no hole or tear. I also tested both condoms with water and there was no leakage. When sex ended, I realized that my anus was bleeding. There was dried blood around the anus. I'm so scared, what if I put the condom on wrong? I'm pretty sure the condom was still on his penis when he tried to penetrate. But how can I know if I put the condom on his penis correctly? Do you think I should go and get PEP right away? I am very worried, please help.