I had an appointment with my family doctor yesterday to discuss being tested for ADD/ADHD. This was not something just out of the blue. I have been going to the doctor for the past 4 years for the same kind of issues. Trouble concentrating, short temper, having to constantly be moving, trouble getting work accomplished and the list goes on and on. For the last 4 years that answer has been that I have depression.
I have been on so many different antidepressants it's not even funny. I have tried, Welbutrin, Effexor, Lexapro, Paxil, Celexa (just to name a few) of course multiple dosages of each to try to get it right. And the entire time I have told them that I do not feel depressed. I feel unhappy because of the complete dysfunction this is causing in my life. I don't want to harm myself or anyone else. I haven't lost interest in doing things I enjoy. I haven't become isolated. But the same answer keeps coming, it's depression.
I finally told them I want to be tested for anything possible. Thyroid, hormones, vitamin deficientcy and so on. Imagine that ALL of the tests came back normal and I am in perfect health. So finally I ask to be tested for ADD/ADHD. And the doctor informs me that he has no idea to proceed with an adult asking about being tested for ADHD. He gave me a test to complete that is for children and referred me to a behavioral health place. I had already made an appointment there and was told that they don't have anyone that specializes in ADHD. He told me to come back when I find out that it is not depression and maybe he can do something. But he will not prescribe me with any medications to try at all. I think I need to go to a new doctor but right now I don't have insurance and with my family dr. I don't have to pay upfront, I am just billed. No other doctors will do that. Does anyone have any ideas? After more than 4 years of this, I'm ready to try anything.