Does anyone feel like I do or can explain what I feel and see in the comedown of my daily dose of concerta (63mg)
[it happens around 4:30 PM to 8-9 PM, and I take the concerta around 8:15AM before school)
-very dilated pupils
-sensivity to light
-dizziness (not unpleasant, and without headaches or difficulty thinking, alcohol like vertigo effect, and very slight)
-distortions (things get bigger or smaller, or go right, then left, but again very slightly, and only around what I'm looking at, never directly at what I'm looking)
-LSD or whatever type effects, but SUPER SLIGHT and only visual (colors change just a bit, some things seems fuzzy, texture especially of outlines changes too, and there are patterns that appear on surfaces like wall or tables, but not on irregular shaped things or small objects or computer or TV screens. Also, you know the little millions of dots you see when you close your eyes and look at a source of light (with your eyes closed, just to be sure you understand), well I can see that with a equal intensity but with my eyes opened, and when i close my eyes, there are patterns and stuff again. Oh and the object themselves never change (only in size), the stuff like patterns are ''over'' them, well they don't affect the object itself at all, except for texture and color i guess. what i'm trying to say is that there are no delirium-like hallucinations of animated things or morphing object.
note: I have an ADD, not diagnosed but probably slight bipolar disorder, feel depressed every now and then, often doesn't sleep much (sometimes less then 4 hour, and sometimes up to 13) and i NEVER TOOK ANY DRUGS OR MEDS with the concerta, or less then two month before the consumption of concerta, and I don't feel any anxiety or social problems, I am a very normal teenager (well I think I am), and I do not have problems with my family or stress or whatever.
Also, It is SUPER SLIGHT AND SUBTLE, sometimes i can barely see it, and sometimes i can't. Alcohol increases the effects a lot (hallucinations and patterns more then dizziness), especially on its comedown too. It is more pleasant then it isn't, but really it doesn't bother at all, I can still function and think like I always do, and I just ignore it most of the time
IT HAPPENS ONLY i would say around 1-3 times a week, sometimes not at all in two weeks, and sometimes every day of two weeks, so yea
If you know anything about it, please inform me, and help or recommandations from certified health professional are REALLY welcomed! thanks for reading