Wow! That's quite a bit of stress on you. I'm so sorry that you aren't getting the support you need through this ordeal. I for one think you did what you needed to do for your sake, and your child. You WILL be a mom one day. But when the time is right. The kind of support you are getting from ur bf right now is typical of an addict. I know because I am one. Noone elses feelings ever mattered but mine. Nor what they needed or wanted. It was all about me and how I could get more pills. Keep your head up and try to remember... He had this addiction before you. If this isn't what you want for your life then you have some decisions to make. He will always be an addict. The ups and downs are part of him and almost every addict. (not all) . Take care of you! Good luck in school!
I had to have an abortion with my first husband. He wanted us to get married and that was a mistake. One day when he was high he told me that if i tried to take the baby he would kill me first. I couldn't trust him, it was the best option at the time, I'm so glad to hear you're in school, it's soooo depressing to be in a job going nowhere, he's probably jealous that you're in school too, maybe you should try and talk to him about going to school , part time if nothing else, or even on the internet, learn some programs, excel etc. and direct him to an office job where he may be happier, that's if you can talk to him about it, but you have to put yourself first, and you may need to go off on your own, try to talk to him about getting help, that's all you can do; keep posting, you're not alone. Liz
It a hard situation. my boyfriend is also a addict. I was becoming one too then I got pregnant. I thought it would make him stop but I wanted the baby regaurdless. We were on n off since I found out n it s been a hard road doing it alne. He recently got kicked out his house bcu of his addictions .h hit rock bottom n finally is getTing help. H e was in a locked facility for a week. Now he got into a 30 day resdental program. Im 8 1/2 months PReg nant n donteven know if hell be there for his sons birth. So I def. Understand why u did whar u did at the end of the day its aboUT whats best foru. Good luk to u.